My life isn't as perfect as you think it is.
My invisible scar. at 5:41 PM
Hey guys, finally found a time to update my blog.
Well, dug up quite a lot of pictures that are quite old... seriously old.
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| OMG OMG so cute >.< |
Well, the week's kinda awesome and boring?
E-learning was last wednesday, went to ziman's house. Ate breakfast with Wendy and Ziman, but 马上赢 kept laughing so we ate from 7.15am to 7.45 am ._. Then went to Ziman's house. She got a keyboard that's SOOO awesome. But sadly, there's just no pedal x.x
 |
| Fail attempt :D |
Did e-learning, but it lagged so my english work just submitted itself on its own... There went 18m ._.
Then chionged maths and science with Wendy while Ziman was trying to camwhore in front if us -.- Well, took an extremely stupid and epic photo to cheer Bloomfairy up, and what, it worked :D Super funny at that time :D Couldn't stop laughing with Wendy xD
 |
| Ahmad don't jealous~ |
Played DDR after that and LOL.
The controller was awesome and easy while poor ziman was jumping...on the mat. Laughed at her for almost every match cause she looked so unglam :O Damn that was epic. Then gotta go home to change for SC investiture and then tuition.
 |
| Hohoho~ |
Spent the weekends thinking of what to get you for your birthday, and guess what, thank goodness my aunt loves beading.
Took her crystals and made your gift from scratch. Hey... It ain't easy y'know? Its the first gift that i handmade for someone... Cherish it :D I know it looks awesome :D
Then went back to school on Monday. Heard devilish plans by the G96. Was LOL-ing throughout their planning. How they planned to run away was so funny. They can't just walk off and instead, they had me to distract you. Damn they are just epic. Then accompanied you till 7++ LOL
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| Group photo :D w/o me LOL |
Then I went to buy your cake. I took out my money, $__ Then i saw the bloody cake. i was bloody short of one dollar ._. JUST A BLOODY DOLLAR. But thank goodness I still had $5 in my pocket :D That saved my life.
 |
| Isn't he just so cute? |
Then next day, ran about with G96 as they planned to surprise you.
And i was the scapegoat to give you their gifts ._. Joscelin even said that I was YOUR gift. Haih... Now i'm a thing. I lead such a sad life.
 |
| Heheh so cute. |
Then realised that you weren't going for Wushu.
Had to change plans on the spot. To the SS lecture. But hell, it failed miserably. Felt damn useless luhh. Can't even do one thing successfully. Then went for CCA. Played games and ate after that.
 |
| JingHong siol xD |
Then today... very tired... Helixman said that I was very shag after your birthday ._. Wth la... Then i suddenly remembered. On monday, Mr tan was like talking then the four monkeys were like... *SLRUPP AMY* HAHA Mr tan then asked who's Amy. We all looked at Poggy and then he was like, '' Not funny okey?'' HAHA epic face then. Then I hate him. Poggy said, '' Shut up la Ian... Go find your Dory.'' Then Mr Tan was like, '' Who's Dory?'' Then Zhiyi, Wendy, Poggy, Jarren, Ziman,Helix,Kelvin,Litong,Celestine went,'' You know the Sc president? / That girl in 3D.'' And kelvin had to say,'' Wait class. In 3, we say SC president. 1..2..3!!'' *Awkward slience* LOL that was epic. Failed attempt. How I hate them ._.
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| Sex thru the mouth?? |
Well, Gotta stop here. Tuition's in 20mins. So yeah, Bye guys :D
Labels: it's a supernatural delight
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
at 12:00 AM
Here's a short post... Just to tell you that I'll update soon :D
really busy now so wait yeah?
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
A world out there at 1:41 AM
Heyo :D
March holidays now but coming to an end. Sads much?
But mixed feelings everywhere.
Hate this holidays for being boring but hates the fact that I've to go school x.x
Someone drug me and put me to sleep for a long time, will you?
Let me live in my Lala~~land :D
Away from all problems and troubles.
Worry-free life.
Monday to Thursday were boring.
Stoned at home for the whole bloody day.
Now I'm school-sick.
School's so much better yeah?
At least I got my friends beside me to talk to.
And here I am, doing what I do everyday.
And I'm bloody addicted to classical music suddenly.
It's kinda soothing after awhile.
Try listening to it will ya?
Plug in your earpiece, lie on your bed and listen.
Keep your mind blank.
You'll realise that you get less stressed. :D
(Or so it only works for me x.x)
Holiday's ending, School's starting.
We're all gonna be busy.
Especially you.
Haih... Now I'm gonna walk home alone.
Like how I do everyday...
Sorry if find my blog boring,
Cause I realised that I only wrote down my feelings...
So yeah, thanks for reading anyways :D
FMLLabels: Hold my hand if ya feeling scared.
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
Life's plainly unfair. at 4:11 PM
Haix... Stupid day today.
Should I start with the happy or sad things first?
Got super mixed feelings...
Nevermind...I shall start happy :D
OMG MY PICTURE WAS CHOSEN.
First time yeah?
Felt sooo gooooood.
11 pictures finalised, and my pics took up 2 spaces.
Awesome yeah?
HAHAH sorry, I super BHB.
Wish me good luck in winning :D
Sads, I didn't qualify for the 联合早报摄影队...
But who cares? This ain't the end of my life :D
I just don't get to publish my pictures on newspaper.
I don't get to show unglams...
Sad right?
This marks the start of the really stupid things so if you don't wanna read, press ALT + F4 now.
Today is a really stupid day.
SC investiture rehearsal, dry run.
FIrst, tell me report at 7am.
Then MCY came at 7.30am.
Come and just ASK me set up LT.
I haven't reply anything then she just walk off.
Think I am who? Your dog ah? Bitch.
Second, I joking with christian, she scold me.
Seriously a bitch.
Think I playing ah?
Never ask properly then just scold.
Lets see whether you would panic when I or any AVA members are not there for the full rehearsal.
See whether you dare scold me without clarifying first.
Thirdly, For the group shot, exco haven't arrange themselves then scream at us for being slow?
Seriously, If you guys ain't going to be a little more considerate, no one would follow you.
You ain't us, you ain't squeezing with us. So what makes you think that we aren't doing our best?
You guys are sitting down, you don't feel anything. So who gave you the rights to command us around?
If leaders can't lead, I rather you follow the followers.
I also rather you step down straight before you get owned by me.
By then, don't go crying to teachers, '' Ian not following instructions, Ian arguing with the exco members.''
Because I never cared about teachers. They can't do anything to me.
Expel me? Suspend me? Go ahead. Then you'll know how much of a Two-faced freak I am.
I can be mr nice guy, as well as a troublemaker.
If you never known what I did in primary school, don't pick up a fight with me. You'll never win.
I'm not going to stand back when I can shoot you so don't let your guard down, or it'll be no challenge.
Now, I'm going to be bored for the march holidays.
Would you ask me out?
I know you're going to read this.
So...ask me out on friday. Okay?
I don't want to be the one always asking you out.
I feel like I'm bothering you.
I feel like an irritant, an annoying bastard.
Do me a favor and don't make me feel like one, yeah?
So I'm going to end this post with pictures from the bintan trip.
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| Poor poggy~ |
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| LOLOL |
 |
O.o les ah?
|
 |
Act cute ah??
|
 |
LOL stalker xD
|
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| Sky so nice~~ |
Last but not least... my fave :D
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| ♥♥♥♥ |
Signed off,SoNiCa
Labels: Do you know how I feel?
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
Confusion at 12:34 AM
Sometimes you just get me thinking.
You say that you ain't worth it.
But to me, you just do.
Do you seriously want me to give it all up?
Cause I know that I don't want to.
Do you?
Just tell me.
Tell me how you feel.
I know everything that's actually happening.
I don't want to act on my own.
I see, I hear, I know everything.
I just don't want to give it up.
I want you to tell me everything.
How you feel, what you think etc.
Cause I don't want to regret what I'll do.
 |
| I don't want this to be the case. |
Sometimes you make me wanna cry it all out
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
I know you love me. at 2:34 PM
Hey guys, I'm back :D
Missed me?
I know you did.
Well, the camp was fun.
Pictures next time yeah?
I'm too lazy to upload them here.
Wait till I'm not lazy okay?
1st day :
Reached Loola Resort at 2pm.
First activity was flying fox.
First flying fox that actually made us plunge into water.
Had extreme fun except for the salt in my mouth.
SUPER SALTY x.x
Then had coconut tree climbing.
First time I climbed a tree :D
Climbed to the top as well.
But sadly, couldn't picked coconuts.
All of them had been picked xD
After that was bath time as well as dinner.
Then it was debrief time.
Epic debrief time, Ms Tan got pissed off us for not being serious xD
Then went star gazing.
SAW A BLOODY SHOOTING STAR!!!
IT WAS DAMN NICE. OMG.
It's so beautiful.
And I loved the fact that I saw the star together with you^^
Enjoyed my last hours of the first day with my darling.
2nd day:
Woke up by girls asking to see me...
Damn, my beauty sleep~~
But in the end, enjoyed the morning view.
Went for breakfast and then went for the CIP.
Painted the school and interacted with the students.
Had fun ttm. Got some otah for lunch from them :D
After lunch was the Kampung walk and the boom net.
Raining throughout the day.
Walked together with Wendy.
We were zi-highing together x.x
I bet that the whole class was quiet except for us.
Then 3/4 through the walk, was joking together with poggy,kelvin,song and helix.
Got on vans to boom net later.
Was shivering throughout the walk and boom net,
And felt bloody cold.
We then got back and went to bathe.
Dinner was next and felt extremely cold and sick.
Slacked after dinner with amy,dory,poggy and song after that.
Day 3:
Woke up early to see the sunrise.
Went to the beach with my darling and sat at a corner.
But was chased by the bloody guy back to camp.
Wasted.
Skywalk was next.
Fun and scary at the same time?
But was mostly fun yeah?
Scary wasn't that big a factor.
Had stomachache later on... Didn't feel good.
Packed up the dorm and my bag, assembled at the canteen.
Took a bus back to the ferry.
On the ferry, sat with my darling,mum and dad xD
Mum and Dad was like...so lovey dovey xD
See already also goosebump.
She then vomited after the ferry...
Damn that was epic.
Went back to school and then headed home.
Well.. It was fun alright?
So pictures next time :D
Cya guys.
Don't miss meh.
You. Yes you. I'm talking to you.
I love you♥
Signed off, SoNiCa Labels: Send me away with words of a love song.
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
Just like strangers. at 4:32 PM
Ok... I spent most of my time changing the bloody blogskin..
Stupid Javascript.
Gotta change the whole thing -.-
Now my blog looks awesome with the FF pictures right?
I know it is :D
Reached home exceptionally early today,
with no homework from school.
Nice or not?
This day don't come often though,
Life stinks.
I still don't understand about why you guys love to cut yourself.
Why not just walk in the rain? Its awesome and you can't deny me:D
Or you can, '' Donate your blood to society la, then we got 500 less people dying.'' said ZiMaN
LOL.
Walking in the rain~~
Not sure why but I'm sleepy even though I don't feel sleepy,
Drop dead on my bed,
can't reply smses ( sorry yeah? ).
Maybe cause I'm kinda mugging almost everyday,
Made me sleep during tests and lessons.
Then I slept during Mr Ling's lesson.
Then it was like, '' Ian, whats the answer for Q2a?''
Thanks goodness I was only half asleep.
Or I'm so dead.
Going to submit photos for the competition soon.
Wish me good luck yeah?
If I ever get into the finals, need ya to vote for me :D
Will you? HEHE I know you will.
Tomorrow is the dreadful photoshoot by 联合早报。
Dayum, am I going to pass it?
Well, let nature take its course okay.
Maybe I'm meant for it, maybe not.
So yeah, thats all.
Stay tunes only from Friday onwards yeah?
No time to update during the other days.
SO CYA :D
Everytime we walk pass each other, we seem like strangers.
But all I ever wanted to know was that did you actually notice me?
Cause all I wanted to do was to kiss you in front of everyone else.
Signed off, SoNiCa Labels: Stop trying to steal my heart away.
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.
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Memories
False hopes.
Lonely Sunday
You messed with the wrong guy.
Another day
You can't change the past.
Tell me that it's just me.
Insecurity
Boredom
Mixed feelings
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
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Strumming Some Heartstrings
at 5:41 PM
Hey guys, finally found a time to update my blog.
Well, dug up quite a lot of pictures that are quite old... seriously old.
|
| OMG OMG so cute >.< |
Well, the week's kinda awesome and boring?
E-learning was last wednesday, went to ziman's house.
Ate breakfast with Wendy and Ziman, but 马上赢 kept laughing so we ate from 7.15am to 7.45 am ._.
Then went to Ziman's house. She got a keyboard that's SOOO awesome.
But sadly, there's just no pedal x.x
|
| Fail attempt :D |
Did e-learning, but it lagged so my english work just submitted itself on its own... There went 18m ._.
Then chionged maths and science with Wendy while Ziman was trying to camwhore in front if us -.-
Well, took an extremely stupid and epic photo to cheer Bloomfairy up, and what, it worked :D
Super funny at that time :D
Couldn't stop laughing with Wendy xD
|
| Ahmad don't jealous~ |
Played DDR after that and LOL.
The controller was awesome and easy while poor ziman was jumping...on the mat.
Laughed at her for almost every match cause she looked so unglam :O
Damn that was epic.
Then gotta go home to change for SC investiture and then tuition.
|
| Hohoho~ |
Spent the weekends thinking of what to get you for your birthday, and guess what, thank goodness my aunt loves beading.
Took her crystals and made your gift from scratch.
Hey... It ain't easy y'know?
Its the first gift that i handmade for someone...
Cherish it :D
I know it looks awesome :D
Then went back to school on Monday.
Heard devilish plans by the G96.
Was LOL-ing throughout their planning.
How they planned to run away was so funny.
They can't just walk off and instead, they had me to distract you.
Damn they are just epic.
Then accompanied you till 7++ LOL
|
| Group photo :D w/o me LOL |
Then I went to buy your cake. I took out my money, $__
Then i saw the bloody cake. i was bloody short of one dollar ._.
JUST A BLOODY DOLLAR.
But thank goodness I still had $5 in my pocket :D
That saved my life.
|
| Isn't he just so cute? |
Then next day, ran about with G96 as they planned to surprise you.
And i was the scapegoat to give you their gifts ._.
Joscelin even said that I was YOUR gift.
Haih...
Now i'm a thing.
I lead such a sad life.
|
| Heheh so cute. |
Then realised that you weren't going for Wushu.
Had to change plans on the spot.
To the SS lecture.
But hell, it failed miserably.
Felt damn useless luhh.
Can't even do one thing successfully.
Then went for CCA.
Played games and ate after that.
|
| JingHong siol xD |
Then today... very tired...
Helixman said that I was very shag after your birthday ._.
Wth la...
Then i suddenly remembered.
On monday, Mr tan was like talking then the four monkeys were like...
*SLRUPP AMY*
HAHA Mr tan then asked who's Amy.
We all looked at Poggy and then he was like, '' Not funny okey?''
HAHA epic face then. Then I hate him.
Poggy said, '' Shut up la Ian... Go find your Dory.''
Then Mr Tan was like, '' Who's Dory?''
Then Zhiyi, Wendy, Poggy, Jarren, Ziman,Helix,Kelvin,Litong,Celestine went,'' You know the Sc president? / That girl in 3D.''
And kelvin had to say,'' Wait class. In 3, we say SC president. 1..2..3!!''
*Awkward slience*
LOL that was epic.
Failed attempt. How I hate them ._.
|
| Sex thru the mouth?? |
Well, Gotta stop here.
Tuition's in 20mins.
So yeah, Bye guys :D
Labels: it's a supernatural delight
xoxo,
you know you love me
at 12:00 AM
Here's a short post... Just to tell you that I'll update soon :D
really busy now so wait yeah?
xoxo,
you know you love me
A world out there at 1:41 AM
Heyo :D
March holidays now but coming to an end. Sads much?
But mixed feelings everywhere.
Hate this holidays for being boring but hates the fact that I've to go school x.x
Someone drug me and put me to sleep for a long time, will you?
Let me live in my Lala~~land :D
Away from all problems and troubles.
Worry-free life.
Monday to Thursday were boring.
Stoned at home for the whole bloody day.
Now I'm school-sick.
School's so much better yeah?
At least I got my friends beside me to talk to.
And here I am, doing what I do everyday.
And I'm bloody addicted to classical music suddenly.
It's kinda soothing after awhile.
Try listening to it will ya?
Plug in your earpiece, lie on your bed and listen.
Keep your mind blank.
You'll realise that you get less stressed. :D
(Or so it only works for me x.x)
Holiday's ending, School's starting.
We're all gonna be busy.
Especially you.
Haih... Now I'm gonna walk home alone.
Like how I do everyday...
Sorry if find my blog boring,
Cause I realised that I only wrote down my feelings...
So yeah, thanks for reading anyways :D
FMLLabels: Hold my hand if ya feeling scared.
xoxo,
you know you love me
Life's plainly unfair. at 4:11 PM
Haix... Stupid day today.
Should I start with the happy or sad things first?
Got super mixed feelings...
Nevermind...I shall start happy :D
OMG MY PICTURE WAS CHOSEN.
First time yeah?
Felt sooo gooooood.
11 pictures finalised, and my pics took up 2 spaces.
Awesome yeah?
HAHAH sorry, I super BHB.
Wish me good luck in winning :D
Sads, I didn't qualify for the 联合早报摄影队...
But who cares? This ain't the end of my life :D
I just don't get to publish my pictures on newspaper.
I don't get to show unglams...
Sad right?
This marks the start of the really stupid things so if you don't wanna read, press ALT + F4 now.
Today is a really stupid day.
SC investiture rehearsal, dry run.
FIrst, tell me report at 7am.
Then MCY came at 7.30am.
Come and just ASK me set up LT.
I haven't reply anything then she just walk off.
Think I am who? Your dog ah? Bitch.
Second, I joking with christian, she scold me.
Seriously a bitch.
Think I playing ah?
Never ask properly then just scold.
Lets see whether you would panic when I or any AVA members are not there for the full rehearsal.
See whether you dare scold me without clarifying first.
Thirdly, For the group shot, exco haven't arrange themselves then scream at us for being slow?
Seriously, If you guys ain't going to be a little more considerate, no one would follow you.
You ain't us, you ain't squeezing with us. So what makes you think that we aren't doing our best?
You guys are sitting down, you don't feel anything. So who gave you the rights to command us around?
If leaders can't lead, I rather you follow the followers.
I also rather you step down straight before you get owned by me.
By then, don't go crying to teachers, '' Ian not following instructions, Ian arguing with the exco members.''
Because I never cared about teachers. They can't do anything to me.
Expel me? Suspend me? Go ahead. Then you'll know how much of a Two-faced freak I am.
I can be mr nice guy, as well as a troublemaker.
If you never known what I did in primary school, don't pick up a fight with me. You'll never win.
I'm not going to stand back when I can shoot you so don't let your guard down, or it'll be no challenge.
Now, I'm going to be bored for the march holidays.
Would you ask me out?
I know you're going to read this.
So...ask me out on friday. Okay?
I don't want to be the one always asking you out.
I feel like I'm bothering you.
I feel like an irritant, an annoying bastard.
Do me a favor and don't make me feel like one, yeah?
So I'm going to end this post with pictures from the bintan trip.
|
| Poor poggy~ |
|
| LOLOL |
|
O.o les ah?
|
|
Act cute ah??
|
|
LOL stalker xD
|
|
| Sky so nice~~ |
Last but not least... my fave :D
|
| ♥♥♥♥ |
Signed off,SoNiCa
Labels: Do you know how I feel?
xoxo,
you know you love me
Confusion at 12:34 AM
Sometimes you just get me thinking.
You say that you ain't worth it.
But to me, you just do.
Do you seriously want me to give it all up?
Cause I know that I don't want to.
Do you?
Just tell me.
Tell me how you feel.
I know everything that's actually happening.
I don't want to act on my own.
I see, I hear, I know everything.
I just don't want to give it up.
I want you to tell me everything.
How you feel, what you think etc.
Cause I don't want to regret what I'll do.
|
| I don't want this to be the case. |
Sometimes you make me wanna cry it all out
xoxo,
you know you love me
I know you love me. at 2:34 PM
Hey guys, I'm back :D
Missed me?
I know you did.
Well, the camp was fun.
Pictures next time yeah?
I'm too lazy to upload them here.
Wait till I'm not lazy okay?
1st day :
Reached Loola Resort at 2pm.
First activity was flying fox.
First flying fox that actually made us plunge into water.
Had extreme fun except for the salt in my mouth.
SUPER SALTY x.x
Then had coconut tree climbing.
First time I climbed a tree :D
Climbed to the top as well.
But sadly, couldn't picked coconuts.
All of them had been picked xD
After that was bath time as well as dinner.
Then it was debrief time.
Epic debrief time, Ms Tan got pissed off us for not being serious xD
Then went star gazing.
SAW A BLOODY SHOOTING STAR!!!
IT WAS DAMN NICE. OMG.
It's so beautiful.
And I loved the fact that I saw the star together with you^^
Enjoyed my last hours of the first day with my darling.
2nd day:
Woke up by girls asking to see me...
Damn, my beauty sleep~~
But in the end, enjoyed the morning view.
Went for breakfast and then went for the CIP.
Painted the school and interacted with the students.
Had fun ttm. Got some otah for lunch from them :D
After lunch was the Kampung walk and the boom net.
Raining throughout the day.
Walked together with Wendy.
We were zi-highing together x.x
I bet that the whole class was quiet except for us.
Then 3/4 through the walk, was joking together with poggy,kelvin,song and helix.
Got on vans to boom net later.
Was shivering throughout the walk and boom net,
And felt bloody cold.
We then got back and went to bathe.
Dinner was next and felt extremely cold and sick.
Slacked after dinner with amy,dory,poggy and song after that.
Day 3:
Woke up early to see the sunrise.
Went to the beach with my darling and sat at a corner.
But was chased by the bloody guy back to camp.
Wasted.
Skywalk was next.
Fun and scary at the same time?
But was mostly fun yeah?
Scary wasn't that big a factor.
Had stomachache later on... Didn't feel good.
Packed up the dorm and my bag, assembled at the canteen.
Took a bus back to the ferry.
On the ferry, sat with my darling,mum and dad xD
Mum and Dad was like...so lovey dovey xD
See already also goosebump.
She then vomited after the ferry...
Damn that was epic.
Went back to school and then headed home.
Well.. It was fun alright?
So pictures next time :D
Cya guys.
Don't miss meh.
You. Yes you. I'm talking to you.
I love you♥
Signed off, SoNiCa
Labels: Send me away with words of a love song.
xoxo,
you know you love me
Just like strangers. at 4:32 PM
Ok... I spent most of my time changing the bloody blogskin..
Stupid Javascript.
Gotta change the whole thing -.-
Now my blog looks awesome with the FF pictures right?
I know it is :D
Reached home exceptionally early today,
with no homework from school.
Nice or not?
This day don't come often though,
Life stinks.
I still don't understand about why you guys love to cut yourself.
Why not just walk in the rain? Its awesome and you can't deny me:D
Or you can, '' Donate your blood to society la, then we got 500 less people dying.'' said ZiMaN
LOL.
Walking in the rain~~
Not sure why but I'm sleepy even though I don't feel sleepy,
Drop dead on my bed,
can't reply smses ( sorry yeah? ).
Maybe cause I'm kinda mugging almost everyday,
Made me sleep during tests and lessons.
Then I slept during Mr Ling's lesson.
Then it was like, '' Ian, whats the answer for Q2a?''
Thanks goodness I was only half asleep.
Or I'm so dead.
Going to submit photos for the competition soon.
Wish me good luck yeah?
If I ever get into the finals, need ya to vote for me :D
Will you? HEHE I know you will.
Tomorrow is the dreadful photoshoot by 联合早报。
Dayum, am I going to pass it?
Well, let nature take its course okay.
Maybe I'm meant for it, maybe not.
So yeah, thats all.
Stay tunes only from Friday onwards yeah?
No time to update during the other days.
SO CYA :D
Everytime we walk pass each other, we seem like strangers.
But all I ever wanted to know was that did you actually notice me?
Cause all I wanted to do was to kiss you in front of everyone else.
Signed off, SoNiCa
Labels: Stop trying to steal my heart away.
xoxo,
you know you love me
