Memories
False hopes.
Lonely Sunday
You messed with the wrong guy.
Another day
You can't change the past.
Tell me that it's just me.
Insecurity
Boredom
Mixed feelings
My life isn't as perfect as you think it is.


July 22, 2011
Lonely Sunday at 3:11 PM

I hate this few days.
Sometimes, all that I can say is, '' Listen to this song and then you'll know how I feel.''
Questions run across my mind, wondering about the causes.
Sometimes I wonder, was it me? Or  was it you?
What happened?
A part of me tells me to give it up, but the other part tells me to fight back for it.
Cause I don't want to end it so fast.
Crying in class, and yet trying to put on my dusty mask in front of everyone.
How much more of hell must I go through?
Sometimes I ask myself, '' is it him?''
Seeing you two so close together kinda makes me feel more sad.
Makes me think that you left me for him. But I know you ain't that kind of person.
I hope not.
Now when I look back at the times we had, I really miss them.
I still wonder when can I have those memories, brought to life.
but maybe now it's all just my wishful thinking.
</3 21 July 2011, 0006.

I feel like just dropping all the burdens, troubles and just cry.

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July 20, 2011
You messed with the wrong guy. at 5:25 PM

One word for the day, ''SHIT''

You think all you teachers are very big? Go eat some shit.
Demerit me for something everybody does. Hell yeah fun eh?
Nvm, let you guys demerit me. It's of no use to me anyways.
No matter how you demerit me, it'll still be very good.
Then you ask me to apologise to that bitch. Dream on.
I will never do such a thing. Kill me and then MAYBE, I'll do it.
Ask her to respect me first, then I'll do the same.
Respect is to be earned, not gained.
Respect me before asking me to do anything bitch.
Just because our way of doing things are different, you shouldn't scold me.
You think I got no feelings?
Then connie yeo come to me say you very upset.
You think I'm not?

Think about it. Want to play with me? Think again.
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.



July 15, 2011
Another day at 4:15 PM

HIII~~~ I'm updating again cause I have the time. :D
Today was awesome. Argued with GBL.
It was like...finally?
She broke the last straw and now what, can't handle a student?
So you have to call my parents. I almost told her, '' You need their numbers??''
LOL. What a bitch. Nvm, shan't let such things pollute my blog.

Went to Khatib Mac with Song, Goh and Leow just now. Then we all bought something to eat.
Song bought twister fries and guess what, we were eating, then suddenly got some orchid park student come up and just kope-d his fries. LOLOL. Then we were all stunned. HAHAHA
We then suddenly started talking about the fascinating dares that we could come up with.
Imagine, going to a table with a straw, then use your straw and kope their drink and run away, LOL
Go up to a table and then kope their ice-cream. HAHAHA.
Damn epic la. But then Song too high alr. Say want go take the malay's turban. Then Goh follow mole's accent, '' You vant to take ah? YOU GET THE FOOD. '' LOLOL. ROFL.
You should have been there. LOL.

Then we saw a married couple taking marriage photos at Khatib MRT.
That was a surprise and yet, so unique. Then Song was like, '' Lets go there and say congratulations. ''
LOLOL. Then he say, go up to them and take their rings. WTF. LOL.

Took a bus home and now I am here updating. So yeah, bye for now. HAHAHA
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate.



July 5, 2011
You can't change the past. at 2:55 AM

OKKKKK~~
Finally had the mood to update my blogggg. :D
Just gonna recall what I did and so on,
72nd anniversary at CCHM on sat.
Hmmmm. Met lots of new people whose name I can never remember or pronounce.
There's Serjean and Kristal.
Heheh, kelvin's so sad. Wanted to see cute girls but in the end, no chance. :)
Serjean's kinda cute y'know??
Heheh. I know you wanted to see her right?? But too bad~~
Back to topic, yaani and I had to usher the VIPs up and well, we were gossiping when we weren't.
Gossiped with Kristal as well and yeah, got to know her well enough. :D

Then went to KFC with yaani, dela cruz, debra and aqmal.
 Epic-ity. Debra had difficulties eating a piece of chicken. :D
It was like she's gonna die when she ate that piece.
But still, super cute. ♥

Went home after that.

Now, awake at 3am and I've got school LATER at 7.15pm. Brilliance right?
Hehehe. Maybe I'll go and sleep now.
Nights people~~

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