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My life isn't as perfect as you think it is. April 19, 2011
Worse than hell. at 7:43 PMHaih... Sucky sucky day today. Thought of picking you up at MRT but you already had company... Nvm, at least you weren't bored and alone :D. Then went to class. I swear I'm either slacking too much or I really weren't born for physics. I don't get a single thing Mr Ling's saying. If it weren't for Amaths, I bet i would have gone to 3D for Chem. ._. I'm really going to fail my MYE at this rate... Can't score for both languages, Physics, Humanities... 4/7 subjects down. Not even sure whether my maths would be able to survive another obstacle like this. Comb bio, so many bloody things to memorise. My brain's going to blow anytime. Too many things to handle. Maybe it's just because I was busy eating in class everyday. o.o Ok now after school, stupid guy rushed me for napfa. Then in the end, got to wait for 1/2h. Well, enjoyable but my leg started hurting like hell. Then Marlinda had to punish me and chris by doing 50 pumping. ENJOYABLE experience but it left an impression. Our biceps went numb and then we couldn't move... Tests tomorrow, Don't feel like studying at all. Very sian these few days. So if you think I'm emo, I'm just sian okay? Just a short post. So yeah, buaiz :D Signed off, Sonica Labels: Sometimes just killing me works best. My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. April 14, 2011
Here it comes again. at 9:55 PMArgh... tired max. Sleep early then wake up late. FML.Well, today sucks. Hoped to spend some time with you but in the end, you were pissed. Well, nevermind. Was quiet all the way to the MRT, then I couldn't stand it anymore. So I asked you. But in the end, I got a nod. Well, since you were pissed, couldn't help it. So left the MRT at my station since you said that your mum was on the train. Didn't feel like doing anything then. No appetite to eat my dinner or do my homework. Here I am, updating before I decide on what to do. So just a short post before I go again. The smallest things hurts us the most. Signed off, Sonica Labels: Smiling but I'm close to tears. My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. April 7, 2011
FML at 8:27 PMLOLOL I'm back. Sorry for the M.I.A. Been really busy these few days :D Homework not done everyday... Then next day face the teacher... Happening so often that it has become a routine. Emaths, chinese... My daily loan sharks. Owe so much that it's like a weight weighing a ton. And yet when I reach home, I become extremely tired to do anything. Its like a sudden feeling. After I bathe, my eyelids started to weigh more than what I can handle. Don't feel like doing anything but to just sleep. It's the same like taking sleeping pills LOL But it is just that my's natural. And every morning... I oversleep. Supposed to wake up at 5.30am, I wake up at 6.20 am. Big loss in time. Rushed every morning... No time eat breakfast. And today, felt really sick. Flu and sinus at the same time. Brilliant match eh? Slept in class as well... Felt like I'm really going to fall sick. But luckily I didn't fall sick :D Almost went to The Swing™ everyday LOL For like what? 3/2hrs? Everyday from 7pm ++ to 8pm ++ LOL. Short but awesome :D Well, I missed the old times as I looked thru my photos once again... Once a PB-ian, always a PB-ian. But now, I feel so useless. Last time, at least I was noticed. But now? A guy that is plainly used by the bloody damned teachers who think that they're very big. Especially a dark short bitchy teacher... ( Hmmm... whose that?) Well... Maybe it's time I let it all go. Bearing grudges are indeed tiring... I should just focus on everything else and just stop thinking about it. But sometimes, I'm just a sensitive guy yeah? Don't blame me... Well, gotta go now :D But before I go, going to give you something. So yeah, hug me :D Signed off, Sonica
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