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My life isn't as perfect as you think it is. January 29, 2011
To Hell With This. at 9:16 AMHEY PEOPLE :D Haven'y been updating yes? Kinda busy this few days. Sec3 life sucks.. Everyday go home late, so much homework. I tell you, one day i sure collapse. Then i'll know when my break is D: Today going to Mrs Tan's house ^^ EPIC DAY MAN.. Going to discuss our conspiracy ( HEHEHE ) SC shall fall. I ain't taking failure as an answer this time. Love the Sky while it lasts... La vie est belle Not sure of what to do with my life anymore... Its so screwed up. Sometimes you just feel like dying. But somehow, there's always something that stops you. For me, its you. SO.... Live while life is this beautiful :D Don't miss the chance. I love you. Written by, SoNiCa Labels: I'll wait till the world ends. My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 20, 2011
at 6:04 PMHey-yo :D I'm back, and i've pissed someone off. Yeah, its chris. He's assuming much? Well, off the bad things. SC and AVA clashing much? AVA = Since you got SC, you going to be busy so no chairman. SC = Since you got ava, you going to be busy so no exco run -.- Damn this man... Everything's taken away from me D: But heck care guys, Not exco = not under connie yeo :D School rawks currently, Got a new piano partner :D:D POGGY xD After sch we hit the hall. ROCK IT YEAH? When there's fencing, Heimern and Fithri can't train in peace. They'd be distracted. I'm so evil :D Zul wants me to play as well though. Studies doing fine, can cope for now. But too much things to handle and do. Flu and cough carries on. I think Fever's going to pay me a visit. Not fun eh...
OKay... thats all guys :D P.S I know I heard you say "I love you'' Signed off, Sonica Labels: Walking in the rain. My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 15, 2011
at 9:31 AMWassup pepo :D ITS THE WEEKEnDS YEAH? So sian-.- Blogger give me probs, keep underlining -.- No peace siaa. Nothing to do during the weekends except for Maths, Physics, SS, Chinese. Maths worth 165 qns, Physics 16 qns, SS (sigh...), Chinese ( sigh...) This week was SOOO boring... School didn't feel like school, recess didn't feel like recess. Why did everything had to change? Was there a need? I don't find so. Sec1s coming next week :D More people to torture and shoot. But i don't think Sichen would let me though, I bet he'll say, '' See them small, dun torture. '' I really hope that this year's sec2s can work properly though, or we'll really fall. gonna end with pics from S1OC ( i know you waited but i ain't posting all :D)
Signed off, Sonica Labels: Back to the times when we were happiest My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 11, 2011
at 8:34 PMHaih... School is getting BORING~~ Everyday the same one. And the only thing different is that you changed your attitude against me D: 28 dec, still so sweet... Then suddenly.. CHANGED TOTALLY.. So cold, so merciless.. How could you have changed your attitude in such a short time? Well, short post today. Homework stacking up, gotta clear x.x Bye peeps :D Signed off, Sonica Labels: How could you have forgotten what we had in such a short time? My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 8, 2011
at 9:15 PMHEHEHE S1OC PASSED!!! And i survived the hell :D Feel so proud of myself :D:D:D Well, I am stupid. Went to camp with fever and flu. Felt like dying. From a photographer to a coordinator like Yunqian, Kelvin and Duanfeng... Lots of things to do, so little time... AND A FEVER TO TAKE CARE Then i had to take drowsy medication throughout the camp. The drowsy-ness didn't kill me though, the EXTREME HEADACHE did. Couldn't think straight yeah? Felt like a drunkard man. Kept up in the night ( morning actually cause was after midnight) did a video for the sec1s...but only had 2 hours to sleep x.x Next day, Felt worse than before. Fithri said that i looked flushed, Mr tok said that i looked drunk... Well, that should tell you how sick i was :D Headaches, cough, flu accompanied me through the camp yeah? Then had to rush thru the last bits of the video. It was hell yeah. But GREAT sense of satisfaction and accomplishment though :D:D:D AND MDM YEO SAID THAT SHE WAS GOING TO PUT MY VIDEO ON THE SCH WEBSITE!!!! SO HAPPY YEAH?? But it is sure going to mean more work for me x.x Ahhh...nice ending to a hell of a camp. Went home and slept at 9pm. Photos another day yeah? CCA carnival today, AND I DIDN'T WAKE UP IN TIME FOR IT!!! woke up at 9am when i was suppose to REPORT at 7am -.- Felt really hungry though, skipped my dinner yesterday. Showed up in school afterall. Then I felt really weak again. Like my fever was back. Then after the carnival, Zul was performing :D Smiled at him and he looked disturbed :D (inside joke) I could just beat the entire school band on my piano alone xP Well....thats all :D Bye guys :) P.S I love you all the same Signed off, Sonica
My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 5, 2011
at 3:31 PMSecond day of school, but didn't turn up. Fever x.x Stayed at home the whole day and did nothing except thinking. Thinking about all my problems and realised that there's nothing i can do. Too many things I gotta do and too little time. If only i could stop time, just for a few hours, and that would be great. S1OC camp tomorrow and got fever today. Great. And I haven't briefed Jasper on what to do. They are so going to screw it up. Nothing else to write so... bye people P.S Since my heart chose to fall for you and not anyone else, I ain't going to give up this easily. Signed off, Sonica Labels: I ain't giving up that easily My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. January 4, 2011
at 7:57 PMFirst day of school :D SO FUN but tiring... Ran to the MPH, then to the LT, then back to classroom over and over again-.- Nothing much to do on the first day so... Everything's going to be on AVA. :D Laid pressure on the Sec4s with the help of Mr Vijay :D And they looked SOOO scared x.x Went through rules and regulations with Mr Vijay and i think we were too harsh x.x No latecoming, No eating in the P.A room, No keeping of books in the G.O...etc Felt really sick today... headaches, cough, flu and felt cold throughout the school hours... No sure what to do anymore, to stay at home with so many things in school waiting for me to do, Or to go to school and bear with everything? I don't wanna care anymore... But AVA would crumble as Sichen depended on me like a brother and I didn't want to hurt his feelings. Dear God, please take all my troubles away and cast them away. So far that I can't remember them anymore. All I wanted was to have somebody to needed me for who I am and not to need me for what I did. Was that too much to ask for? S1OC and CCA Carnival coming on, and falling sick isn't really a good idea but there is nothing i can really do... The only reason I kept this blog private was that I needed somewhere to unleash my problems and my happiness... And i didn't want to trouble anyone with my problems So can everyone just stop adding to my problems? One problem a day is just nice, but 3-4 a day? Thats too much... But maybe life is that unfair to me. Well, one word to summarise my entire life , Screwed. What did I do to deserve this? And now that I got home, Received a relatively depressing text. Now i really feel like dying. Before this gets too wordy, I think i better stop. So...goodbye people. Signed off, Sonica Labels: Maybe everything wasn't meant to be afterall... My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. |
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