Memories
False hopes.
Lonely Sunday
You messed with the wrong guy.
Another day
You can't change the past.
Tell me that it's just me.
Insecurity
Boredom
Mixed feelings
My life isn't as perfect as you think it is.


January 4, 2011
at 7:57 PM

First day of school :D
SO FUN but tiring...
Ran to the MPH, then to the LT, then back to classroom over and over again-.-
Nothing much to do on the first day so...
Everything's going to be on AVA. :D

Laid pressure on the Sec4s with the help of Mr Vijay :D
And they looked SOOO scared x.x
Went through rules and regulations with Mr Vijay and i think we were too harsh x.x
No latecoming,
No eating in the P.A room,
No keeping of books in the G.O...etc

Felt really sick today...
headaches, cough, flu and felt cold throughout the school hours...
No sure what to do anymore, to stay at home with so many things in school waiting for me to do,
Or to go to school and bear with everything?
I don't wanna care anymore...
But AVA would crumble as Sichen depended on me like a brother and I didn't want to hurt his feelings.

Dear God, please take all my troubles away and cast them away.
So far that I can't remember them anymore.
All I wanted was to have somebody to needed me for who I am and not to need me for what I did.
Was that too much to ask for?

S1OC and CCA Carnival coming on,
and falling sick isn't really a good idea
but there is nothing i can really do...

The only reason I kept this blog private was that I needed somewhere to unleash
 my problems and my happiness...
And i didn't want to trouble anyone with my problems
So can everyone just stop adding to my problems?

One problem a day is just nice, but 3-4 a day?
Thats too much...
But maybe life is that unfair to me.

Well, one word to summarise my entire life , Screwed.
What did I do to deserve this?
And now that I got home,
Received a relatively depressing text.
Now i really feel like dying.

Before this gets too wordy, I think i better stop.
So...goodbye people.

Signed off, Sonica

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