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My life isn't as perfect as you think it is. June 24, 2011
Insecurity at 12:47 PMWell, I don't update like every other day even when I have nothing to write so if you wanna read something, come back once in a while cause I only update when I got something to write. Holidays are coming to an end and like always, Slacker over here hasn't done anything. Literally hasn't done anything. My holidays are spent like wasting my life over a period of 30days. I rather go back to school to do something fruitful. But hell yeah, holidays are fun too. it was 23rd yesterday~~ And yeah, a long text. ♥ But you got me thinking about everything. A simple yet vague statement, ''I might change''. Thinking about whether everything would change, I don't feel so safe anymore. It isn't about me being actually scared SCARED about changing, it's just that this year many thing changed and most of the people that are really close to me just changed and everyone left me alone, crying. No one bothered about my pleas and cries. Everyone just walked away from me, one by one. It hurts just to see it all happen in front of me and without having the ability to stop it all but to watch it all go by. Now they are all busy with their own lives and there I am, left alone. Finding someone to turn to, but to no avail. All I could do was to bottle it all up, and show the world the kind of person I never wished to be. The heartless and uncaring person that I wouldn't want to be. I just want to know that I'm cared for, and people actually noticed me and what I've done. Is it wrong to have such simple wants? All I want now is a hug. Anyone care to oblige me? Labels: Am i just a another guy? My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. |
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