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My life isn't as perfect as you think it is. August 8, 2011
False hopes. at 7:16 PMAnd I wanted to blog about something happy. But sorry, you just brought my mood down. To think I believed everything was just a lie and tried to keep myself into the dream that I created and lived in for 20days. I tried to keep myself happy, for I knew that things would just go back to how it was. I still had alot of things to tell you. So many things I wished to share with you, go through with you. But everything dropped dead on me just now. Seeing you and HIM so close together. Closer than I ever imagined. No matter how I convince myself that it's all just a lie, it just doesn't work. Hiding behind a board, legs so close to one another. It just hurts. That feeling which I know that I never want to feel, just came out on that particular moment and I NEVER want to feel that again. It's terrible. I never should had held on to the hopes that I know, would never come true. Labels: Everything you do just affects me. My life's as bitter as the chocolate that I ate. |
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